Dear anonymous,150 years ago
Nobody should have to go through life without trying to find what makes them happy. I don't know anything about fetishes or bondage, however I'm certain there are multiple places on-line that can give you the information you are looking for. Try doing searches for dating sites like match.com, eharmony; but include your specific needs and wants into the search. I'm sure you'll have much better luck finding just what it is you're looking for and hopefully fulfill all of your desires. I wish you the best of luck.